new posts, new songs

im now posting songs to a different websites nto taht anyone reads the songs on here, tbh thats why i changed, if you wanna read my new songs here you go:

http://www.protagonize.com/author/shikarifan

safe

rememebr the song 613 well i made it longer :P

613

her name was Ligal
she was just a girl
mixed up in war
fuelled by the west
she sits there all quite
maybe she’s depressed
longing for her love
she looks tearful at best

if God revealed his commandments
on mount Sinai
then why does he leave her
to just sit there and cry
if God rewards the good
then why is she alone
everyone ignores her
like she’s strange and unknown

his name was Dale
and he was just a male
mixed up in famine
fuelled by the poor
he sits there all quite
maybe he’s depressed
longing for his love
he looks tearful at best

if Jesus is our saviour
then why hasn’t he been saved
he’s peaceful, he’s loving
and mostly well behaved
if Jesus performs miracles
then surely it’s his turn
instead he’s living in a hell
left there to just burn

together they stand
as one, holding hands
together they're invincible
together they’re best friends
no longer sit there all quiet
no longer depressed
no longer longing for their love
no longer tearful at best

so why they apart
does our god have a heart
why they so distant
is our god non-existent
why they so far
does our god know who we are
why they so secluded
is there love not included

Love really is blind

Love really is blind
but I couldn’t see throw those pretty eyes
you loves me, you loves me not
I’d still give you everything I’ve got
if you meant what you said
then maybe there’s something in you
that can still love me like I love you

you know how a smile
can make someone’s day
well for me it was just
knowing that you were okay
just knowing that
would brighten up my smile
brighten up my light
brighten up my night
brighten up my sight

please hurry up,
snows still falling
but a day without you
feels like another plus two
wishings no good now
‘cause my genies’ gone dead
and all hope was lost
when it just got up and fled

you know how a smile
can make someone’s day
well for me it was just
knowing that you were okay
just knowing that
would brighten up my smile
brighten up my light
brighten up my night
brighten up my sight

so I wish we can be together
put the pieces back as one
I was told be careful what you wish for
but I don’t know what I’ve done

I wish I was there

I wish I was there
to snuggle up and hold you
you can cry on my shoulder
and I’ll stick to you like glue
you know how a smile can make someone’s day
well for me it’s just know that you okay

say your okay
just tell me, tell me your okay
I’ll wait for you if you want me to stay
I promise you I won’t go away

I wish I was there
to hide you from that disease
‘cause its spreading fast
from your head to your knees
you know how a smile can change someone’s face
well yours is beautiful, and he’s a disgrace

say your okay
just tell me, tell me your okay
I’ll wait for you if you want me to stay
I promise you I won’t go away

call you will he
not on my watch
find you will he
not on my conscience
kill you will he
over my dead body
the disease may spread
but we’ll find a cure
and I will make it my quest
for you once again to be pure

I thought I saw your name

I thought I saw your name
turns out was just my mind playing tricks again
never was a good magician
but with you on my mind
I’m the assistant locked up in chains
are you ready to set me free
just come back and let me see

you promised to me you’d be here today
but you leave me worrying
I’ll wait for you if you want me to
I just pray one day you’ll come scurrying
hurry back my love
bring back these memories I’ve been burying

you keep me in suspense
on the edge of my seat all tense
at one sight of what might be you
can’t get you off my mind
can’t wait for conversation to commence
are you ready to talk to me
just come back and let me see

you promised to me you’d be here today
but you leave me worrying
I’ll wait for you if you want me to
I just pray one day you’ll come scurrying
hurry back my love
bring back these memories I’ve been burying

One Big Happy Family

One big happy family

youngest of three
soon to be five
a brother as a best friend
and a sister who can dive
you talk to ghosts while you sleep
three kids to one room
you peek through windows and magazines
memories all blurred and tooned.

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

so what happened to those days
we all loved so much
your parents had no arguments
and no one dared to judge
they may just be memories
but they’re the best days of your life
it’s things like this you remember
when you pick up that knife

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

good memories forgotten
captured in photos
used to be as happy as anyone
whos been told they’ve won the lotto
but the air then got colder
and a new brother as born
it was time to move on
to a new house at dawn

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

What If...

What if...

When you’re in love
You can't help but smile and laugh
You can’t help but kiss and hug
The one you call your own
The one you call your home

But what if you burn tonight
And what if you lose
All these beautiful things
Try hold on, you can’t help but cling
One last gasp but you lose your own
Gone with the wind, now your alone

When you’re in love
You can't help but grin and giggle
You can’t help but adore and hold
The one that you possess
The one that you obsess

But what if you burn tonight
And what if you lose
All these beautiful things
Try hold on, you can’t help but cling
One last gasp but you lose what you posses
You get that pain amongst your chest