I thought I saw your name

I thought I saw your name
turns out was just my mind playing tricks again
never was a good magician
but with you on my mind
I’m the assistant locked up in chains
are you ready to set me free
just come back and let me see

you promised to me you’d be here today
but you leave me worrying
I’ll wait for you if you want me to
I just pray one day you’ll come scurrying
hurry back my love
bring back these memories I’ve been burying

you keep me in suspense
on the edge of my seat all tense
at one sight of what might be you
can’t get you off my mind
can’t wait for conversation to commence
are you ready to talk to me
just come back and let me see

you promised to me you’d be here today
but you leave me worrying
I’ll wait for you if you want me to
I just pray one day you’ll come scurrying
hurry back my love
bring back these memories I’ve been burying

One Big Happy Family

One big happy family

youngest of three
soon to be five
a brother as a best friend
and a sister who can dive
you talk to ghosts while you sleep
three kids to one room
you peek through windows and magazines
memories all blurred and tooned.

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

so what happened to those days
we all loved so much
your parents had no arguments
and no one dared to judge
they may just be memories
but they’re the best days of your life
it’s things like this you remember
when you pick up that knife

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

good memories forgotten
captured in photos
used to be as happy as anyone
whos been told they’ve won the lotto
but the air then got colder
and a new brother as born
it was time to move on
to a new house at dawn

what happened to the days
when we all got along
one big happy family
singing happy songs
where did it collapse
when did it fall apart
the only thing that keeps me going
is those memories in my heart

What If...

What if...

When you’re in love
You can't help but smile and laugh
You can’t help but kiss and hug
The one you call your own
The one you call your home

But what if you burn tonight
And what if you lose
All these beautiful things
Try hold on, you can’t help but cling
One last gasp but you lose your own
Gone with the wind, now your alone

When you’re in love
You can't help but grin and giggle
You can’t help but adore and hold
The one that you possess
The one that you obsess

But what if you burn tonight
And what if you lose
All these beautiful things
Try hold on, you can’t help but cling
One last gasp but you lose what you posses
You get that pain amongst your chest

Thanks guys I really appreciate it

haven't posted in a while so heres a song to keep you lot busy

Thanks guys I really appreciate it

So the tears stream down my face
drop one by one into the river beside me
which recently flooded its banks
hanging from the bridge above
waiting for someone to reach out and save the
but until then I wish you thanks
until then I wish you all thanks

thanks for all the times you came
and gave me all your light
thanks for all the times you came
and brightened up my night
but my dark is way to strong now
and my wrists are getting old
so instead you could give me your heat
and save me from this cold

You had me by the soul
and tossed me on the road
Tied my to the track
and squashed me like a toad
these cuts will heal over
and the scars will hide the pain
but the destroyed can’t be fixed
my heart shattered and left again

thanks for all the times you came
and gave me all your light
thanks for all the times you came
and brightened up my night
but my dark is way to strong now
and my wrists are getting old
so instead you could give me your heat
and save me from this cold

Don’t worry chance

I lost a friend today and I lost the chance to say my last goodbye
And I can’t go back in time so I’m just stuck having to ask myself why
I sent sorry messages but there useless ‘cause they won’t get no reply
And maybe one day there’s a chance we could all just about get by
but times running out it’s been two months now and we’re already in July
I wish this genie would come out I’ve been praying for chance to open my wings and fly

They don’t worry they just find the chance to leave themselves alone
And they don’t worry they just find the chance to discover the unknown
I don’t worry I just find the chance to see what’s has been shown
So please don’t worry you can find the chance to fix all your broken bones

Yesterday we all made friends we all shock hands and wished ourselves goodbye
Yesterday I went back in time and got the chance stop asking myself why
Yesterday my sorry it got sent to the person who then sent a reply
Yesterday I saw the day when we all agreed to get by
Yesterday time stopped running out and I can enjoy the rest of July
Yesterday my genie came out and granted the wish for me to open my wings and fly

They don’t worry they just use the chance to show that they have grown
And they don’t worry they just use the chance to mend the stitches they have sewn
I don’t worry I just use the chance to show where I have flown
So please don’t worry you can use the chance to turn around and then atone

They don’t worry they just find the chance to leave themselves alone
And they don’t worry they just find the chance to discover the unknown
I don’t worry I just find the chance to see what’s has been shown
So please don’t worry you can find the chance to fix all your broken bones

Second coming

good to know that if I ever need attention
all I have to do is die
I wander how many will care
I wander how many will cry
how many will be there at my funeral
after one false white lie
until then I say goodbye
but to my father I will say hi

now I know what Jesus did
those three days he was dead
most he spent worrying
the rest he spent in bed
but I’m no miracle maker
more like a life taker
and as life goes on
I’ll always be known as
the death faker

if opportunity doesn’t knock
then start building a door
but I built to many
just kept needing more
eventually I got trapped
and slowly ran out of money
so I took a chance
of life and death
falsely over dosing
crystal meth

now I know what Jesus did
those three days he was dead
most he spent worrying
the rest he spent in bed
but I’m no miracle maker
more like a life taker
and as life goes on
I’ll always be known as
the death faker

the day I died
I came back the next day
and when I go back
your sins I will portray
and you will all write a book on me
old you hands up high and pray
but this is not what I wanted
so I will hold my head in shame

I’ve always known how Irwin felt
sting rayed broken heart
I’ve always known how Benny felt
on top of all the laughs
but now how Elvis felt
in fame with hand in head
and now I know how Jesus felt
those three days he was dead